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Ordinary ᗡ​ɘ​lu​ƨ​ionƨ

by Sol Patches

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I brought my heart To this city of art Had friends loved ones torn all apart I try to love like I’m like only above none Got Sheet covers from ex lovers That can’t love us My hangover like makeover makeup I’m living in the limits if its break up Cause I use to play pick up Hooping in the alley Homegrown valley Crates where da baskets I dreamt on adlib I wrote it into madness Days get to passing I’m talking like its average But it's just nostalgic Nothing's ever lasting Lets hit it one last time Lituanica Came from a roof that collapsed in my face I’on need face But I give if its fate Y'all want trouble I want nothing I walk in world full of possible theft (Bitch) I’m stress Get my vest Strap my neck Hickey on my flesh My Marx get you outta the worse You know how it works The everyday phenomenon That made Slick Rick tell stories about the gone Kids Gotta give it up regardless You know we all broken artists? That’s what art is? What’s already there shifted But then that delusion comes back around and tells you, you gifted (it)… My charms ain’t alright My palms bleed of life Might drum fo’ yo life Can’t run fo’ yo life It's all inna fight It’s all inner fight My charms ain’t alright My palms bleed of life Might drum fo’ yo life Can’t run fo’ yo life It's all inna fight It’s all inner fight My charms ain’t alright My palms bleed of life Might drum fo’ yo life Can’t run fo’ yo life
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Chrome on chrome Gotta rome on Rome I edit like a hext gone wrong for ya dome An ex gone ghost I flex on both I’m on always on low My mind is a boat Chrome on chrome Gotta rome on Rome I edit like a hext gone wrong for ya dome An ex gone ghost I flex on both I’m on always on low My mind is a boat Niggas wanna joke I just wanna cope Niggas wanna cop Till they see the cops She say wanna w.a.p I just ate h’a whopper I just gotta rock I’on do em rocks I’m from the ol’ chi Where they shoot with no eye Crosshair niggas Wanna jazz bone drill Do it for a thrill Till they pass on ill I just had to live it till I knew that I could pivot We was 6 - 7 On dat do you bang? Watchu thank? You smiling Raise money for ya casket Yo’ mother, yo brother, yo uncle, yo sister, yo cousin, yo auntie You cussin’ You dead cause yo being is ahead You dead cause of existential dread You dead cause the State is always there You dead cause the bullet’s unaware Chrome on chrome Gotta rome on Rome I edit like a hext gone wrong for ya dome An ex gone ghost I flex on both I’m on always on low My mind is a boat Chrome on chrome Gotta rome on Rome I edit like a hext gone wrong for ya dome An ex gone ghost I flex on both I’m on always on low My mind is a boat
3.
Life for the trees always special My range hit that thang like a vessel I don’t believe what you seek Dramas don’t fuck up my beat I spent the days of the weeks With no peeps My phone beeps I can’t speak But I can sleep on ya I roll deep Before thee Trips sets in on ya I left land on ya I Gotta fly tho You know the cycle Stretched out life fo Wake up in the morning With somebody whose mourning My grief is dormant My ego don’t drive the id How you think these niggas had go arrive in here We was tripping on to trade to survive in here I wake in the mourning and I’on wonna be clear \ Y’all want imperials I want ethereals Don’t touch my alias What can I say to this Record of Beckett Coming and going Kouri- vini Mo te fini What do you see than The Black of the be I gave my heart And it tumbled with thieves So what the fuck I like look in a in a garden eve Life for the trees always special My range hit that thang like a vessel Life for the trees always special My range hit that thang like a vessel I shed tears for my peers I’on thug dream An imperative narratives of an underdog cisgenderrred arrogance To talk like this Aint it funny how a thought like this could change everything I use to live like time wasn’t everything Till I learned from my couzos how to mine dreams I’m still down for the rise it just takes time So I roll like a nigga gotta die in peace Left alone when the world isn’t eye in me I guess they call it a transition Of feeling different. Aint it funny how a thought like this could change everything I use to live like time wasn’t everything Life for the trees always special My range hit that thang like a vessel Life for the trees always special My range hit that thang like a vessel I don’t believe what you seek Dramas don’t fuck up my beat I spent the days of the weeks With no peeps My phone beeps I can’t speak But I can sleep on ya
4.
Said that you would love me huh (Boy, Please) I wake when the skies are grey (Fo’ real) I’m hanging with my shadows now (On god) I bless up when the stars awake (for real) My teacher said I’ll never leave (Chicago) He said I’m just a stupid nigga (he was racist) Now I’m New York writing figures Who would figure? Its been 8 its years in the mix Mind yo’ business Said that you would love me huh (Boy, Please) I wake when the skies are grey (Fo’ real) I’m hanging with my shadows now (On god) I bless up when the stars awake (for real) My teacher said I’ll never leave (Chicago) He said I’m just a stupid nigga (he was racist) Now I’m New York writing figures Who would figure? Its been 8 its years in the mix Mind yo’ business Its been 8 its years in the mix Mind yo’ business Bounce with a lean in Rice with some beans yeah Everybody dream yeah Cause its never easy Now we easy bake aye Even tho’ we slaves yeah Money make a grave what Money make a grave what Bounce with a lean in Rice with some beans yeah Everybody dream yeah Cause its never easy Now we easy bake aye Even tho’ we slaves yeah Money make a grave what Money make a grave what Bounce with a lean in Rice with some beans yeah Everybody dream yeah Cause its never easy Now we easy bake aye Even tho’ we slaves yeah Money make a grave what Money make a grave what You don’t even know who I am If you catch you these hands It’ll land You don’t even know who I am If you catch you these hands It’ll land Said that you would love me huh I wake when the skies are grey I’m hanging with my shadows now I bless up when the stars awake My teacher said I’ll never leave
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Scorpio Sun 02:24
With all I did for you for her to act like that She gon’ say I’m rude when its just the facts You use to be cool now its only traps Since I didn’t know the rules when I was feignings for your love See both y’all knew you could never show me trust I grew up with bus tickets from Chicago So I can go down on yo exes south side I had an ex before but he never gave me peace I’m feigning for ya love girl If ya got the strap Thats what you said to me when I wanted to be free What are these conditions When I’m telling you I’m trans See can do you both like nobody else can
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lately i don’t fw nobody but you know i love it when you call me hotel, meet me in the lobby i know you’re not afraid to get naughty i don’t know what to tell you babe swear that every day you been up on my brain shootin my shot til i kobe fadeaway one two step will you come my way or i can come there if you want babe make you come whenever you want babe yes i can pull your hair if you want babe you know i’m loving everything that you got on babe hol up hol up ima roll up roll up toke up toke up yeah hol up hol up ima show up show up whenever you want yeah chorus: lately baby fuck a conversation being with you feel like vacation baby your body’s my vacation vacation (x2) verse 2: you like it when i get expensive believe me girl i get the message tell me if i’m more than you expected? you know if i said then i meant it do it for the love, not acceptance fuck a like, retweet, and a mention but if you’re showing love i’ll accept it go ahead, step with me girl you can take a trip inside my world you can hold my hands if i go too fast but don’t you worry baby ima make last ima make it last chorus: lately baby fuck a conversation being with you feel like vacation baby your body’s my vacation vacation (x2) outro: i can show you galaxies show you things you’ve never seen i don’t know what i need but you’re on my mind endlessly
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I been on no mind Can I hop on yo you mind I Hope that you don’t mind If we hang around till 5 The weather treats you good The sun on you is awesome I wish that I could blossom to the stature of your talking I’m usually always late but I’d bring some charms to date Our fate’s finitude But its feel like endless interludes Always in-between The light is dim The bite is slim To each her own I be feeling like I’m gone We can stay awake for days Promise that this ain’t phase I know that I can give And thats all that I can give Can you hold me down When I crave flight Tripping these sounds like a grave sight?
8.
I Trade flows on these foes Like a catfish You Can’t touch what you never really had yeah I came from the streets born in the alleys Trapped in the crack of dope valley Englewood when they smoking them backwoods Back of the Yard ing Bridging imports Cabrini Garden Chicago New Orleans I’m deep as the blood runs Flee when the Opps come Beef with the problem Shocking then locking and popping Them boats Everything since I was youngin no joke Kelly McKinleys CPD Bentleys I was 15 yelling CPDK The 6 0 like a nigga zip code 6 aye All I need is a little bit of weed fix aye Naw mean with Da lord means When you got da dope pops With a broke fiend That coulda been your step pops It both means I been around Come to the town Don’t be a clown Chicago mane Bronzeville dreams Kick push homes Leave ya displaced With no trace K- Town No face Shoot hoops for loot Humboldt thumping Leaving em Parking They aint bluffing From them Hunnids Run them numbers Link aint coming Food and liquor Cornersto’ Catch a lick by his toe If he holla what’s a dollar I don’t need a alot (I’m thankful for the dance) (Say your grace ) Take me as I am I’m never chasing m’s I don’t need a alot I’m thankful for the dance (Say your grace ) Take me as I Take me as I Take me as I Never chasing Never chasing M’s
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Rocket Power 02:20
How you get to rock it When you fast forward We was so hypnotic On the last one yea These hoes love me Cause I’ am one taught my shadow Go Roll one I ain’t out in Texas Drug plug like x-mas Thats tha x I don’t miss We was dropping them 6s ….. love me when I’m not sober three points Three points yeah Don’t sell no brick but my point still hit Yeah Came from the streets of the chi Ooh Niggas die on the fly Boo Opposition so haiku Yeah they hate it when they love you God niggaas wanna robs niggas So we five figures we grave digging People fade like stay with me This cuts just ain’t given Mo’ scares Mo’ scares Ooh Mo’ ki mo’ death loot These dreams not far Deferral so fertile I lean on myrtle Protein Don’t notice These scars I’m holding These wounds you loving How you get rock it When you fast forward We was so hypnotic On the last one yea These hoes love me Cause I’ am one taught my shadow Go Roll one Fade shade Sway the wave Blade run Bleed away Days change Eat the rich Bitch Its Make a lane (free style) : i get high on a monday, i get high when i’m walking by I get fly when you walking by How you get to rock it How you get to rock it Yeah We was so hypnotic How you get rock it When you fast forward We was so hypnotic On the last one yea These hoes love me Cause I’ am one taught my shadow Go Roll one
10.
If I make it out this life I can tell you how the dream If I make it out this house I might die before I scream. Don’t you ever count to 3 (3) Or you‘ll never ever leave Never let it breathe You just gotta go to sleep. Demons on my back, I just love to relax. TV talking heads They don’t even know we’re dead. Wrist with no slits But I gotta wrap like this Tripping out Tripping out Give it out For tha life. Fuck what is death When your held by the law I’m so appalled I don’t even know I’m lost Hearing all these voices Do you ever know your friends This ain’t how it ends It just starts up all again If I make it out this life I can tell you how the dream If I make it out this house I might die before I scream. Don’t you ever count to 3 (3) Or you‘ll never ever leave Never let it breathe you just gotta go sleep. Demons on my back, I just love to relax TV talking heads They don’t even know we’re dead Wrist with no slits But I gotta wrap like this Tripping out Tripping out Give it out For thaaaaaa. Never let it breathe you just gotta go sleep. Never let it breathe you just gotta go sleep.
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Walking in the world day Can’t ease or stop I was lost on lower Wacker Where da trees don’t talk Had to trip on a heart joke Everybody want to smoke Till they ass get smoked I wasn’t living on reggie I was living on that fuck me Before you could ever love me I’on do flowers in towers Cut my throat in this hour When does it all feel so sour? And you can’t cope with some power? When they love to abandon you dire I never can fan up the fire I always alone when I’m tired I write when I’m full of the desire My mind is an open multiplier How many thoughts do I have to aspire to Just say im (un)like you Since when did I had to go call it mine I was living in a hollow mind Fitted for the only line I ain't been outside Hold up wait I been on some healing Blow up (aye) Catch a motherfucker outside and don’t awake up I wonder how my dreams use to live in a layup Make it outta the hood just to make another system Living in apparatus of a rhythm I wonder how the world looked outside before I Was thrown in it’s prism (prison) Or grown in it to be risen While my Phone ringing with the touch screen I Can’t touch dreams I’ve lost steam I had to walk between my own thoughts of things And forget what it all means Everyday variables Varying schedules Take it in edibles Just to be legible Talking to my doctor Like refine my gender Un-define these feelings Steeped in the present Cut like a crescent Queer with an essence Of adolescence Wasn’t holy presence Was brutal violence Open sirens Abusive (ap)parent Its apparent broke my real Changed my feel Taught me things of all these things That I can’t see That I can’t (can) be People wanna wait up when they Try to go sleep on me Got beef on me Before I---- Lived in my only truth They came for my eagle eye Built with they evil eye I stroll with no people right No righteousness with the sigh Just ratchet-ness with my high I came up on nothing right I'm still on that nothing flight My style in the wild of a child But the affect just feel so mild Harold’s sauce \chicken kitchen Bitch im cooking loose the hooker Chorus eye of Horus boredom Knowledge aint a totem I thought you I thought you knew I thought you knew I told’ em. Slide up With a ride up When ya ‘high up Can’t fly up It feels real ..Cause it feels real….. Drop into the mix like I’m lonely Always hit em up like a OG Or any day Your not just any face Let me face it I go by any way…..
12.
Just wait for the drop cause the drama never stop, I grew up on dem blocks, where them dots hit ya hearts, I never said I bang but I’ll run out and fight My love aint guaranteed But this life is all I need Yeah this life is all I need Please I smoke a peace I smoke a peace Please Please I smoke a peace I’on do bodies but I teach you how to move You don’t do 60 6 on the 9 Right on the Chi corner Leave with the lights on You don’t do 60 You don’t do 60 You don’t do 60 6 Please I smoke of peace I’on do bodies but I teach you how to move Ya a lil shawty Got a lil body for the truth yeah You don’t do 60 6 on the 9 Right on the Chi corner Lead with the lights on Learn how to live with divine shooters How many years does an emo face last? And my voice Won’t ease my pain And my voice Won’t ease my pain And my voice Won’t ease my pain And my voice Won’t ease my pain
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Was sober all summer Loyal with the numbers I deplete in to nothing When I need to fill/feel something I’m living like my life can’t hold my sight I’m tripping dripping with the style of living Ain’t that's the life that we pimping Thrown to be taken We used to talk about the songs that we wanted to be making I can’t this make this up anymoreeeee How you go from down road to hollow woes Looking into the depth of an unfinished poem? And tell me to come home But that’s the past of the vast present I can’t grasp anymore I’m out here on my lasting winter With a glass of venom Feeling slowly vivid Clearer than broken some children Cautiously sold to Chicago micro-chasm We read the the stories We make a movement We lose to improvement The practice acrobatic existential master dialogue Subjugated to a conduct of success You know it's for the best For the rest For the rest You know it's for the rest How can I explain to you right now? OooooOooo How can I explain to you right now? OooooOooo
14.
Zesty 03:31
People keep asking me what i meant when i asked if 21 could you do something for me We were in the studio one day just giggling and having a blast AndhHe leaned in on me and put a hand on my thigh I was blushing so flipping hard I looked into his eyes and asked him, “could you do something for me?” Next thing you kno He’s rich flexin all on me All i could say was Jiminy Cricket Sol: These are the last days That I ever wanna see your face. These are the last days these are the last days
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People wanna play when they don’t what to say Shoot em with a k When I Ketamine away Fuckface banjee ass wanna be my bae DL niggas wanna fuck on my jay Cause I fuck like my corpse in decay Encrypt password Please say last the word Ease on my mic I’m a cute tranny face Don’t follow me Swallow me For your thirst They just want my ass But they don’t know how ask I been on my sick beats Beats Beats I ain’t give fuck it beats beats beats me I’m dyke dyke dyke lee No spike lee Buss like me Cuss like me Fuck like me All I keep
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42nd 03:37
Projects get to tore up Gangsters don’t grown up I never had to throw up Im rapping like my fro back I’m broke like the world view But I still love you Death of the cool Turn a Jack to a S(u)n/S(o)n roof I used to be nostalgic Now im just around bitch Catch me on rhombus Opposites acute means I equal w what ishoot bitch Ever seen the world in a poem? In a loose fit That’s why I don’t talk no mo How many acids did it take just last this I used to pop xannys to the floor That’s why I can’t feel you anymo’ I use to sip molly in cup Days turn to years now what’s up I haven’t been home in minute I gave moreee than I can even give more I lived the potluck queer interval I never knew that this world kill my soul I wasn’t innocent but I did have hope Till I got laced now it is what it was Years turn to fears but your dear to me still Even when your old and you don’t know where to go And we don’t know where to go This is for my niggas outside all winter This is for my aunties outside cooking dinner This is for them granny’s out styling Anna Wintour I’ wrote this for my mommas I wrote this for my brothers This is for my niggas outside all winter This is for my aunties outside cooking dinner This is for them granny’s out styling Anna Wintour I’ wrote this for my momma’s I wrote this for my brothers This aint what you think is I’mma Chicago kid I gotta rhyme like this Backpack raps at a time like this mr. president can you catch these hands From a(trans)being (trans as in transgender/descendant of transatlantic slavery) I mean I’m just saying Jokes on you we still alive But still deprived They want us dead but at work So we look to the divine When we killed by 12 My skin is a curfew My flesh is a virtue I grew from the cookouts The south is enroute The bbq make ya wanna the mild sauce out To englewood err body get they feet out Old heads house heads two stepping to Murda she wrote We Gotta up turn up soul oh heeyyy My momma done raised me in a flooded home The hooded doubt if you know what I’m about I came from CTAs witout house I failed the ACT but to move to New York Now I’m a PhD candidate If I make doctorate this for Denise, this for Jason, this for Kyra, and Eliijah, Marquis, Bobby Layla and Kendal, Denisha , Denzel, Tavelle, Titanea, Tatiana, De’ja and Tashanti and more i love you and more

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The production of Ordinary ᗡɘluƨionƨ (Ordinary Delusions) began between 2016-2022. All songs where finished/written in 2023. The title came from the marvel mutant show "Legion," revealing how ideas and delusions look identical at first. Originally meant to be released last year, it gave breathe to the Ordinary Circles project (2022). Ordinary Delusions is a satirical yet conventional project on the experimental electronic and hip-hop dance elements explored in Blue Transitions (2018), As2Water Hurricanes' Liberation will Dance (2016), and Vivid Image (2021). It is the second to last installment of the "Ordinary" title series.


This is an album about production and the idea of a rapper's ego collapsing. Rappers may try to answer the call with narratives, that of the underdog who somehow boast that they’ve overcame something that they have struggled with but this project is not about overcoming anything. This is about the non-arrival of winning and experimenting "endlessly"

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released March 18, 2023

Select guest appearances and production arrangements: RIVER (.beni), Isaac Silber, eve, manae. , and Chaski No.


Samples from: Garden City by Sol Patches 2018 and voice memos from clubbing, 2017 archives


Special thanks to Isaac Silber and Leilani Douglas for providing crucial technical notes and ideas to the project as a whole.


Album Art by Emile Osborne

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